Tuesday, April 28, 2009
My husband and I have one friend who had recently went into divorce situation, actually the couple is our friend but we are more closer to the guy. When they still on he keeps asking me to hook him up to one of my friend and I take it as a joke because they seems happy together, but we never know until recently that two years before they officially separated they already have trouble, only one side of the story we hear but sounds like the girl is having an affair.
Well our guy friend is now asking me to hook him up with any of my friend back home, he wanted someone like me who takes care of the husband, a tame submissive girl, in short good girl. But every girl is different and I am not sure if my friends is ideal for him so I told him just visit Philippines and meet people and find his connection cause I don't wanna be blame if ever the relationship won't work on them.
He agreed though and he will be going to the Philippines on January but still asking me to inform my friend that he will be going and ask them to meet him, okay.
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I am still a bit anxious when I am driving at the freeway but I have too, if given a chance I choose driving on hi-ways and avoid going out the freeway even it means it will took me a little longer to reach my destination. I know where are the busy merge and also avoiding it, I only drive on the freeway when husband is with me, I find freeway so demanding because I have to keep up with 60mph which I find a little disturbing lol. But I am happy cause now I can handle it.
Monday, April 20, 2009
When I was single I was notoriously known as "Heartless Girl" in the sense that I don't stay long in a relationship. Well I will depend myself here, I am not totally heartless, actually I am desperate of the real relationship and keep on praying that "Mr. Right" will soon show up and take me away.
My Philosophy before was "why should I hold on to a relationship where I can't see my future with that guy and I feel it right from the day I know him that we are not meant to be." I will never waste my time on that kind relationship so after couple weeks or months I cut it over. That's what my friends and co-workers did not understand, they take it as I'm a heartless woman who don't care about relationship and only playing around. But they never understood my point of view which is reasonable enough.
When I met my husband they said "ah oh hope she will settle now," well when I met my husband It's very much different from the rest. Though we both had feel the doubt but we also feel that we are meant to be. He is a nice guy and answer to my prayer. I am happy of having him, and we are getting stronger and going on four years and counting. Hope we will be even stronger and hold on to each other until our last breath.
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
My moms' family is on different religion than my dads' and ever since I can remember my dad's side is pulling me to their side but my dad said I follow my moms. As I am growing I was caught in between because I wanted to follow my dads' but I have the pressure of my moms' family which then lead me to be baptized in my moms religion.
I don't regret what I did on following my moms though it is not what my heart really wanted because I believe in "freedom of faith," as long as you are doing what you think is in God's will and God is always in your heart.
When growing up and exploring the world I discover the difference and what I really wanted to follow. Until know I appreciated all I have learned about God and the strong faith I have to my moms' religion but there are things that I can say I am not so into them. Can we just have faith in God and don't belong to any sect?
When my mom learned that I am now on my dad's side and loving it she simply said "I won't force my kids to be on what religion because it is not right, they have to choose where they want to belong as long as they are happy on their decision." On that said "I love you more momsy."
And now I encountered people here, same religion with my moms, and they can't understand that I am not interested and why they can't leave me alone. People have choice, if you came to them once twice and they still not interested, for God sake please leave them alone!
If you force people to your religion that's not good in my opinion. Give them freedom. If we choose not to follow on your religion please, we have our own life and our own thinking don't try on saving us in this earth because you are not even sure if your faith will save you and will gave you the second life you believe in.
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I am now confident driving on highways but not on freeway yet, I still have to practice more on parallel and parking though I am a bit good on reverse parking. But on the road, well I am enjoying it know, a little bit hesitant but much better. Hubby's comment is I am good on the road in fact he is already confident on me driving on highway. I am happy because I gained back my driving skill and I make my husband happy. Oh I made him happy and not, "happy" because I now drive my own truck and "not" because he is scared that I might have my own road trip when he is working, meaning I will drive myself anywhere I wish to go. hahaha which is somewhat true.
Friday, April 3, 2009
Last year I had a light accident with my truck, I wasn't hurt though but I badly damage the fender. Since then I really get scared of the wheel, after a year now I am recovering and gaining back my confidence. It's been couple months now that I am bugging my husband to come with me when I practice back my driving skills. At first I was like scared because my husband has a big mouth but then I did it, I am driving good but still I am not so good on parking especially parallel parking. My husband keeps on pushing me to practice parallel parking and I hate being push, he is just making me nervous. I have learned that I am a little defensive driver which sometimes not good, but I am happy to gain back my confidence and that's enough for now.
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