I am not scared of driving now, I even drive on the freeway on the speed of 70mph but I am careful cause I don't have a valid license yet. I only have my driving permit and the rules said, with the permit you can only drive when a person with valid driver's license accompanies you. But I have drove on the freeway many times alone hehehe, braking the rules.
I am looking forward on taking the road test this month because I am so eager to drive alone and go to the places by myself. Still, the funny thing was, I drive barefooted because I feel more comfortable on controlling the gas paddle.

Since I've worked I am helping my family financially. It is okay to me as long as I have enough money to give them and no pressure.
Parents should look for their children and not other way around, besides they are still young at 50. I hate it when they are like irresponsible and putting almost all the loads on my shoulder. I am now married and we are also facing our own financial crisis. Supposed they plan their life ahead and think of the future that money doesn't come easy and it's not good to asked from your children or relatives, they are irritating and I am ashamed of them.
I am paying for their health insurance and also sending my brother to college. Last year my father was hospitalized because of stroke. A very unexpected expenses and they expect me to shoulder it. My father is alcoholic and I hate it, we don't have money and he is so irresponsible of doing it. I borrowed our saving to sent to them so they will have capital for their store but I didn't know what happen less than a year later it was already gone. I have warned them to make profit of it because I can't sent them that much again. Now they are asking money again.
For God sake I am not rich here, and we have so many debts to pay here. I don't know I am tired of them, very tired of them.
I wish they are not my parents, I wish I have a responsible rich educated parents. I am really tired of them, I wish it will end soon, I'm giving up...They are not my responsibility. I hate my parents, I hate them now.

I add another college classmate of mine on fs, after 48 years she finally responded and guess what is her first message on my FS! She is asking me to give her friend an American chat mate! what the heck, she thinks I am a match maker or worse a PIMP?!
I hate it so much when they ask me that kind favors because they just think its that easy to tell people here if they want somebody from the Philippines and they never know that Modern Filipina has already a bad impression here in the US. They think that Filipina are hooker and marrying old man with only one purpose, to come to US, marrying American not for love but to have them as passport to US.
This is a stereotype accusation because not all Filipinas are marrying foreigners just to come here in the US. I bet there's still a big percentage who are marrying for love but it most cases it is obvious that they are marrying for stupid reason, which is so shameful to the Filipinos in general.