I just realized what my real personality is. I am human, mostly patient and kind to the people I love and respect. I mostly "take in" things that people throw on me, whatever it is I take it in. Might it be good or not I take it in but don't wait till I get fed off.
When I get fed off and felt so bad, I burst out my emotions and cry. Sometime people take advantage of my kindness. But sometimes I just so straight forward and express my feelings right there and then, it might be unkind sometimes but I have to show my true emotion before people will take advantage of my kindness again.
So help me GOD.